4 years ago my husband and I decided that we wanted to have a baby. Naive 'ol me thought we'd be pregnant in the first month. It was so strange to go month after month with nothing...but seriously I didn't even know about ovulation and all that crap- hey, I told you I was naive. Didn't you just have sex and get pregnant? For heaven's sake- I know girls who NEVER had sex, they just sat next to a boy and got pregnant....maybe that was what they told their parents. ANYWAY about a year later we found out that we were pregnant. Ahhh...finally! I was okay, I was REALLY starting to think there was something wrong.
Then one day I started cramping and bleeding. Bottom line I miscarried at 11 weeks. It was totally devestating and sad- not that I was sad for the baby, more that I was sad for the hope. Does that make sense? Okay, so now what the heck is wrong?
I've always been a person who prides herself in knowing everything about my body, my life and all that encompasses. BOY WAS I WRONG! After 4 years of trying to get pregnant and a thousand negative pregnancy tests I have found I have a lot to learn. So as I learn, vent or experience weird prodding from doctors maybe this will help someone who may be going through the same thing.
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